Feeling a bit better today, now that I've had a couple of days to remove myself from everything that happened on Wednesday. Basically just realizing that I have a month before we have to worry about it again so I can at least relax for a little while. D and I had a bit of an argument last night, which really ended up turning into a big rant for him to complain about things he was frustrated with from his therapy class and life in general. It was probably really good for him to get it all out, and he actually said a couple of things that did help me see how far he's come even in the last month--things that were much more mature and thoughtful and aware than I might have expected. Trying to take it one day at a time and not think about things, because then I can feel much more normal.